Healing is never an easy job to do.
The tsunami wave of feelings, memories, and words can be quite overwhelming to say the least.
Added frustration, is not having control over another person's perspective or reality.
You would do anything to have them see your side of the story.
To not only see your side, but feel the pain you feel on that side of the story.
Tears are frequent, burning, and exhausting.
The soul pain that you experience is debilitating, and baffling.
To go from standing, to constantly kneeling in submission to life.
Hoping that the more you submit, the pain will lighten.
But it never does. just more parts of you are exposed to the pain.
It leaves your mind, swirls in your heart, swells your eyes, and weakens your bones.
Thankfully, we have a mediator between God and man. One that understands.
When there are no words, He hears you loud and clear.
When the world is closing in on you, He holds you in His arms.
His ears are always open, He never grows tired of your voice.
And surprisingly enough, He has a plan in all of this pain.
Forgiving is hard, and forgetting hasn't came around yet.
But it is necessary to your sanity, and growth.
DO NOT LET THIS PAIN KILL YOU.
In JESUS' name. <3
Lecrae, Church Clothes 4 (Nov 2022)
Journey
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